to all you viewers out there

i have now moved to a different blogging site thing for this site just seems TOO BORING... i may blog here from time to time... if im bored? i guess? lol

well the new addy is http://justliz85.diaryland.com

I THANK MIA FOR THAT! she made it for me!!! see her talent??? and generosity??? *hugs*

thanks mia!!!! *smiles*

this was a good site.. i just found something better.. LOL.. out with the old and IN WITH THE NEW *heh heh heh*

i feel a little happier now *smiles* why? maybe because im in like .. hehe :)

and ray, if you're reading this DONT OPEN UR MOUTH! lol

ANYWAY... what's been happening in the world of liz recently

oct 4 - nat's VERY late birthday party ::: what a weird night! finally met people i chatted to on the net for YONKS! i.e. jimbo and arvin! i've also met 2 other fellow chatters i've recently started talking to via MSN (yes msn is very addictive). i feel sorry for lock who got very very drunk! LOL!
oct 5 - rocky's birthday ::: HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ROCKY!!! yeah went to a japanese tepinyaki (is that how it's spelt?!) restaurant then watched "Finding Nemo". THAT WAS SUCH A GOOD MOVIE!!!

btw to everyone out there! keep nov. 14 FREE! more details coming soon . . .

today shall probably be the day i will have study the most in AGES. ever since trials i have just been cruising and i know im gonna fuck up my hsc if i dont study. im getting scared already.

on a more lighter note, i've finally bought my formal dress. it's red. and i've sent it around to many people to ask them for their opinion. IT LOOKS HAWT! lol PFT..! as if i'll be able to pull off that "hawt" look...

i also got my birthday present.. WOW! it's a white gold ring with little stones *smiles cheerfully* i hope not to lose this ring. i've lost ALL OF MY RINGS.

ok well i shall attempt to study again...

toodles!~

gotta bond with my mother at parra. time to go shopping for my formal dress. let's see how that works out yeah? apparently she's going to buy me my birthday present.. a bit late dont u reckon mother?! birthday was on september 6. it's ok that u FORGOT... i "UNDERSTAND"... *sarcasm*

im in dislike mode at the moment. i feel bitter towards many things. this isn't usual. HSC can turn many things upside down. maybe i'll feel a little bit better when i've had my sleep. today's been a very long day...

the hsc shits me. my parents shit me. where is the love?! they think that by buying me stuff will make them love me more. that's just bull...

"SEE HOW MUCH WE SPEND ON YOU?!"
(yes i do realise how much u spend on me and it isn't necessary)
"YOU SHOULD BE KIND TO US!"
(i am kind to u... but just because you give me stuff doesn't mean i'll love u more)

cant they look past the flaws? i know i've made many mistakes in the past but i've learnt from them. im not who i used to be back then. yes i was wild and crazy in love (love? ok.. maybe like) but i never did anything intentionally to hurt them. i was 16 ... 2 years on and they still view me as their untrustable child. im the bad girl. the one who had a "boyfriend". the one who lies. the one who isn't like other perfect daughters. well *NEWSFLASH*:

Good girls are naughty, they just dont get caught

yeah i may still hide some things behind their back but i need a little freedom

i love them... cant they see that?