gotta bond with my mother at parra. time to go shopping for my formal dress. let's see how that works out yeah? apparently she's going to buy me my birthday present.. a bit late dont u reckon mother?! birthday was on september 6. it's ok that u FORGOT... i "UNDERSTAND"... *sarcasm*

im in dislike mode at the moment. i feel bitter towards many things. this isn't usual. HSC can turn many things upside down. maybe i'll feel a little bit better when i've had my sleep. today's been a very long day...